So what makes you happy?
what makes your insides scream?
what turns you on?
what makes you mean?
how do you feel when you wake up?
how do you like your coffee
stirred or shakin up?
what makes you jump up and down?
what makes you calm,
and want to sit down?
what wild kinky thing could I say to you?
what jesture could I hint at?
what type of glance would make you moan?
what wordsand motions do I lack?
the pounce awaits,
leaving me in dire straits.
fuck words,
fuck explanations,
fuck the views,
fuck the expectations.
your turning me inside out.
but, it's different this time.
not like the last.
it happened again
fell into a trap,
the sea awaits,
with the ocean sky.
clouded thoughts,
makin me wonder how high...
how high...

can I leave you?

in everything and in between

In everything and inbetween.
These days of growing older,
constricst my point of view.
Everything you believed,
and everything you thought you knew.
is in everything and far between.
This day is becomes sunny and bright
the next unveils a horriffic sight.
you knew ...you saw....it's
is in everything and far between.
yesterdays tomorrow's
filled with heart ache and sorrows-
is in everything and far between.
you were a faded future memory
reminding me ....of well...me.
You shouted, and warned,
I smiled and pleaded,
as the days dru longer,
you somehow became Deleted.
Shallow,....water...near by?
Narricisstic thought got you high.
I kiss thee goodbye,
and never again, shall i try.
over done...
medium well.
as in everything and in between.